My Dads 2nd anniversary of his passing is later this month, and my dear friend Karen's 1st year anniversary is the month after. There are times that I want to be angry at the both of them for not being here and not being able to see or talk to them. It's also seeing them both go from strength to weakness and trying to keep your own strength and not show your own weakness to them! The want and the desire just to have a moment with them, can be frustrating!
I can hear my dad saying "don't worry about me. Worry about your girls"! Even in my dads last hours of his life I'm sure he tried to shoo me home, but unfortunately for him I got to choose this time to spend his last night with him. And Karen, I can always hear you, when I'm in trouble you would of said "Claire Louise" and not in trouble it's "baby girl". I know your both in my heart and are looking out for me...I do just sometimes wish you were here! Xx
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